home sick...

I'm missing you home, i miss everything about you...
the way i can go on a bus and not be stared at by some bangla guy, the way i don't have to run or have people pushing me to get on the bus...
i miss the way the sounds of waves crashing against the shore, how the sound of it makes me calm and wanna jump in to the sea...
i miss how i feel excited get when I'm on the penang bridge
i miss going to my aunts house and seeing my family, i miss how my aunt ask me to eat more and don't be shy...
i miss how i can walk relax on the side of the road with out someone running from the back...

but most of all i miss my friends, how we all gather at su's house to lepak, watch TV and make fun of ours self. Then eating at long beach and buying some DVDs. it's been long

I'm really sorry for not being there when all of you was in penang, because i was stuck at work...
god i talk like i'm 30. I think i forgot how to let loose and enjoy my self

talking or thinking about home makes me wanna cry, it's silly...

I'm hoping to meet you all soon guys, love ya...

i'm not ok

"You should never underestimate the predictability of stupidity"

yup,that what i have learned from from  customer service line.i really glad i watch the movie snatch like 50 times. when you thought people just cant get any dumber, there will be someone who puts the cherry on top of the ice cream, its amazing really...

sometime I'll be serving the customer, and i think really? you are seriously asking this question?

there are so much stuff happens in my work, some time is really funny or it just piss me off.

i had a customer coming to me and asking is it cold in the cinema?i just gave him a look o.O

some people think that on a Saturday if a new movie like the smurfs, will not be filled with people. The show starts at 2 pm and you are coming to the tickets at 2 pm and expect it not to be a full house, when i say only the front rows are left, you look at me in surprise and say "what!only the front row left!" and you ask me why is there a lot of people, i thought this is signature always less people one, and i just smile. But what really want to say is you do realize that its a Saturday and its a new movie, and since mega mall is like freaking full, that's why people come to signature and watch it, not to mention that people other then you're self has a life and also have the weekend off where there go out with their family as you  are going right now? 

sometime i just pray to god, to give me the power to not hit the customer or snap at them, it's just so hard to be nice to them went your so pissed off.

so what i do is i gave a straight answer, some tough love...

 " only the front seat left, (yes)  no more seats? (no), how about other movies (all full) "

it's is mean but I'm saving your time and mine =)

Raya....

This year is the first year i won't be celebrating raya with my friends and family... i din't realise this till today... i know it is kinda late, but seriously it just hit me today, amd i am really sad about it. i feel like crying while i type this... i know that im not even muslim for starters. But i still celebrate it, and i miss doing it. But unfortunately i have to work...

work on raya, god!!! i'm so fustrated by this, all of my school mates are gonna meet up and i am working, yay go figure!!! so for my mates enjoy this festive season with your love one's.

to let,su and pavit i am really so i cant be there guys, i really want to=(

P.S. remember to wear big pants so that enjoy the delicious food =)

to all my friends Selamat Hari Raya, cheers guy

I had my legs waxed yesterday and it hurt...

oh wont you take me home tonight, oh down beside that red fire light, are you gonna let it all hang out... fat bottom girl you make the rockkin word go round!!!

that's it, i am a GLEEK!!!! i am so addicted to it, i cant stop watching it...

the show is freaking awesome, the song are really very good, and they all can sing. i have to say my favorite character is Brittany s. pierce, she is totally awesome i mean she gets all the funny line in the show,
" I wore a tank-top today because I thought it was summer. No one ever taught me how to read a calendar." or "I’ve been here since first period. I had a cold and I took all my antibiotics at the same time. Now I can’t remember how to leave"
you should see her facial expression when she says that, she is like a totally Innocent child.

not to forget she is a freaking awesome dancer!!! she did a great job performing I'm a slave for you song in the 3d movie of glee

so season 2 is over, and they going to air season 3... its the last season which is sad really, i think i will cry when i watch the last episode... i think everyone should watch glee, i mean it goes through a teenager life in high school and they are introducing to songs which i have never heard before...

alright i think I'll stop right now =)

there's a feeling starting in my belly,
going up my neck making wanna puke +.+

i guess I'm to full after eating Korean food, i was really hungry... haizz
just finish talking to let just now and she was blogging... and I'm in her blog hahahaha her post was funny. ahh I'm tired and my head hurts =(

I'm really getting addicted to psp, i just cant stop... its like I'm in my own little word,weird it worries me. so here i am typing just what come to my mind cause i don't what to blog about...

oh i saw harry potter and it was AWESOME!!! the killing off snape part was very very sad...
now I'm waiting for capt America!!! hopefully its as good as it look... hopefully

haizz I'm waiting for time to back to penang again, then you can dance if you want to, you can leave your friends behind cause if your friends don't dance, if they don't dance their no friends of mine.... (I'm watching to much of glee)

OK have to do closing buy buy
i see you when i see you

under the weather

i hate being sick...
it drains all my energy from my body, and make me weak...
what i hate the most is, when you wake up in the morning and have that shitting thing stuck in the middle of your throat, you cant speak.. the only thing you can do to clear your throat is to cough like hell...

ahh please god, help me!!! i hate this feeling!!!

Insidious

what a movie, freak me out... i was watching with my hand covering half of my face honestly...
the background music was awesome man!!! not forgetting the demon's make up... blood red wit black strips on his face, with horse legs, god he was scary!!!
its simple and good story line,

a family move in to a new house,while they get used to the new house something strange happens to their son, after he fell from the stairs at the atic in their house. the boy come's into a coma the next day, the doctor not know what wrong with the boy, so the parents take him home. but still something strange keeps on happening in the house. the mother starts seeing scary people tring to get her. so she begs her husband to move house's again. well in the new house things are still not right, she see a boy/man listing to music in her home, she was terrified and called a priest. her husband does not seemed to believe her, till his mother tells him that she had a dream of their house, she was in the house walking, and went to thier son's room, there she saw someone standing a the conner... she asked the thing who is he? he said he is visitor, she asked him again what he wants, he points at the boy, then at a sudden she turns around and looks at her son (the father) and see the face of the demon behind him... finally the husband believes his wife, let them call a physic. the physic come's in and have a lookys at the house, while in the room on their soon she see the demon, she tell them what does it look's like. she tells them that their son is in a diffrent type of world, she calls the further, where the damned souls hand around, and their son is stuck there. the best of all the red face demon is trying to get into the small boys body. not believing any word of it the husband refuse the help of the physic, finally the husband reach his breaking point where he ask the physic to asst them. the physic contact the boy with her methods, and finds that he is in grave danger and he is running out of time. the only person can save him is his father... turns out his father has the same ability like his son, since he was a kid, where the father visited by an old woman tyring to take over his body. at the end of the movie, he fights and finds his way to his son, after coming back to his own body, he give back picture of him as akid to the physic, then she forze, she quickly grabs a camera and snaps a picture of him, she was shocked to see the picture of him, but it wasn't him... it was the old lady, she took over his body... the old lady straggle the physic to death and his wife found out that her husband was no longer himself...

if you dont get what im typing , you better see it the, trust me ;)

still at work

hey, still at work... the usual
did closing of con's department, couldn't do it cause the freaking post black out...
meaning we cant do banking doket, meaning we cant know whats the sale of today...
meaning tomorrow alot of work... yay!!!
I'm looking forward for tomorrow though, its Wesak day, means double pay hell to the yeah!!!
I've been wanting to buy the Buddha pendent for so long, hopefully I'll get it soon by end of the month...
oh byt i would like thank me friend who came to pick me up at work today, really i am so grateful to you my dear friend who puts up with me =)

helo people..
i have nothing to blog about... i dunt know why???
anyways im staying over at work tonight cause theres a bloody fuction tommorrow at 7 am!!!
7 am are you kidding me man, dont you guys sleep???
and here is ghani looking at what im typing... he is a very good friend of mine, he always have back...
back to the topic, haizz function bloody function, you drain the energy form my body, srew you haha.
planing to watch something borowed tonight, since i have no work... saw priest just now, okaylah the movie, boleh boleh je


P.S cant wait to go to penang XD

sneaking around

shh... hey guys, sorry for the late post....
din have an access to a computer... anyways im missing penang alot, i miss my friends in penang, i seriously do, i feel sad at time's but it passes

im trying to type as fast i can cause im using my boss laptop, and not to mention i selt at my office cause i dint have a ride back home... haizzzz it wasnt that bad thought , but kina creepy...
anyways i cant wait to go back to penang and chill man... ok got to go..
i think i hear foot steps

127 hours

i just finish watching 127 hours, god its good...
Danny Boyle did it again man... i mean its like real you know, the feeling when Aron got his arm stuck by a giant rock... he regretting that he did not pick up when his mom called, remembering back his memories with his girlfriend...

i was losing my mind, when he was losing his mind....
but he didn't give up you know, he could but dint instead he cut off his own arm...
kudos to him, that took alot of guts man... and the way they show it, god it was painfully to watch

all in all it is a great film, and i recommend that you should absolutely see it

now days

lately i have been working...
it's not lately... its everyday, i work everyday
i do the same thing everyday, my life... well i have no life
my work is my life, and its boring, serious shit man.... i kid you not
i wake up, shower, get dress and go to work... i go to work in the morning and i comeback at night... y u ask???? its cause i have nothing to at home, thats why, yes i do go out once a while but that's that. ocasionaly i go to penang but after that nothing but work man, im 19 and i work like im 30 something, it worries me...

but it is what it is..